I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words

[Chorus:]
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
And I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and vow
Pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I did and how so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

On the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end

[Chorus]

In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of you're eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(What you will find [x4])

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where every thing's nothing, without you

[Chorus x2]

It's still x'mas today. I am supposed to be like.... packing up my lugguage?? DAMN, AND I DONT WANNA 'CAUSE I'M LAZY TO! :P

xD!

When I get back to Singapore....

I WILL SMS MY LOVELIEST GAYEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD
I WILL GO ONTO MAPLESTORY
I WILL HUG PEBBLES LIKE MAD
I WILL SMS THE PERSON WHO CALLS ME A TWIT FOR GODKNOWSWHY (actually...SPAM!)
I WILL HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY FOR FREAKIN BAND TOMORROW (damn!!!)
I WILL HAVE TO CHIONG MY TUITION HOMEWORK FOR TOMORROW AFTER BAND (fuck.)
I WILL ROLL ON MY BED AND SLEEP SOUNDLY (sounds wrong.)
I WILL HAVE TO HANG OUT WITH MY SISTER MORE OFTEN, CHERISH THE TIME SHE IS AROUND HEREE

zokay.
I hate taking planes. Especially those that dont have entertaining games or GOOD music to hear or NO FOOTRESTS. And my fecking hair gets all crazy and wild.
LOL
I SOUND LIKE A BITCH WHO COMPLAINS ABOUT THEIR HAIR LIKE 99.99% OF THEIR LIFETIME.

Gah, my parents are packing up. My hotel room is crazy and messy, thanks to my sis' wild stuff o_O My sis is sleeping, thanks to jet lag.

OH WHEN I GET HOME I WILL NEED TO GET VIDEOS FOR MY IPOD. IT'S LIKE....90% EMPTY...OR MORE. My music....errrr.....knowledge? (LOL) Isn't that great?

I will miss Hong Kong too anyway. DANG DIDNT GO OCEAN PARK AGAIN. HAHAHHA I HAVENT BEEN TO ANY THEME PARK SINCE THE YUCKY DISNEYLAND ONE IN LIKE....2003? OR 2004? OR 2002? HAHAH NOT SURE K.

kthnxbai, I shall end my real xmas post here. SEE YOU HAPPY PEOPLE TOMORROW AT LIKE......7+PM ONLINE!! :D

HAI SMELLY PEOPLEXZXZXZ

MEHHLIIIEEEEE CERLIISTMAXX W0RX!!! ^^
*cough*
Merry Christmas!

I am not twiitxzxz :D please, smelly thing.

OMFG I REALLY MISS MAPLESTORY RAWROMFGBUMBLEBEEEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!#@$^$#@
Using my sis' laptop now -.- GOT FREE INTERNET WHEEE :D

I gotta sleep soon hahas.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ONE MORE DAY TILL IM BACK TO SINGAPORE

WITH MY HAPPY GAY FRIENDS OF THE WORLD
WITH PEBBLES AND PENELOPE AND GANG.
WITH MY HAPPY SMSING PHONE
WITH 1000 FREE SMSES
WITH CRAPPY PEOPLE TO TALK WITH OMG (yesss!!)
WITH MAPLESTORY BACK ON BABY!!!
WITH HOMFG I LOVE __________!!!!!!!!

CHIIIIIIIZAAAANNGGGGGGGG

ok my sis gotta use the laptop now? -_-
D:

OKTHNXBAI

Ok. This is even harder than using my dad's phone. The buttons aren't very easy to get and the punctuations are at another thingo, geez I am gonna try to make this post short and sweet. Nyehh...

OH Lemme get this random list on.

FRUITS!!!
---
I love MANGOES very muchly <33333
Yes, strawberries and grapes are loved too!!!
Apples are yummy yay xD

OMG I SHALL END NOW. Long posts are tiring for this manzxzxzxzx...

HAI.
I'm feeling a little random here :B

I shall type a list...thing, for fun really. xD

COLOURS!!!
---
I like things with BROWN and PINK.
PINK and WHITE is nice toooo
But I dont like PINK ONLY STUFF.
Plain BLACK is fantabulous :)
BLUE is okay too!
BLUEBLACK is niceeee on pens xD

PATTERNS!!!
---
BLACK AND WHITE STRIPES are love. <3
Actually STRIPES are just ok, just with MATCHING colours will do. LOVE MY NEW ESPRIT STRIPED JACKET HAHAHA <33
Sometimes, COLOURFUL POLKA DOTS will do on certain items

---
Suddenly, I can't think of anything else for random shit up there o_O
Ehhhh...
CHRISTMAS LIST? :O

But seriously, I can't think of much to list down.
OH.
I WANT MORE A-CASH!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD
yeah maybe that's all....for buyable things..
._.

YEAH GOT INBUYABLE THINGS I WANT :D

all i want for christmas...is you~ <3
LOL HAHHAA i just listen to the song only ._.
i think.

HAI.
I'M ON THE BLOODY NEED-TO-PAY INTERNET AT THE HOTEL ROOM. BAHHHH
This laptop is dusty, feels so icky.

OMGGG NO MAPLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANT MAPLEEEEE, I MISS IT SO MUCH ALREADY. AND PEBBLES. HE IS WAITING IN FRONT OF THE DOOR FOR ME....FOR 11 DAYS ;D
Haha.. no food for him! :D

Gah, pretty much boring stuff on the first day manxzxxz..wait till my sis gets back at like 20th december or something :O Things will get more fun then, I hope. :/

I REALLY MISS MAPLESTORY. Lol, should I try to Hong Kong Maple? IT WOULD BE HELL FOR ME THOUGH HHAHAHAAHA. Cheena pok manxzxz.

Haha kay, why arent certain people I WANT online NOT online??? DDDD:
NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

LOL
Going away for 11 days feels like never coming back ever again.
Don't know why o_O
I miss my friends here
AND SPEAKING ENGLISH AND NOT LOOKING LIKE SOME IDIOT
zzz..

But one thing I'm glad about is my sis will be there too :) SOMEONE TO SPEAK ENGLISH TO. :D

I'm going hong kong, like every year lols. Coming back on the 26th. I should have internet there, but mostly to surf around boring net and go online on MSN and chat with happy people I miss.

Sucks.
No maple there. RAWR
Dont know how many times I repeated this yeah? They banned Hong Kong IP?
Bye, NinthHeaven, will miss this lovely guild! I WILL MISS MAPLE TOOOOO AQUARELLAAAA
But I think I might try HongKong MapleStory there. But obviously I can't continue the character if I play that. Singapore don't let me download LOL

GAWD. Even the official website made me want to die. IT'S SERIOUSLY CHINESE MANXZXZXZ. I HAD TO GET MY DAD TO HELP ME LOCATE AROUND. HAHHA

But to cure boredom, I MIGHT play hong kong maple, though none of my friends will be there. Weird, imagine typing in chinese and chatting with the people there. PUKE PLZZZZZ

www.maplestory.com.hk I think??
If there's wireless around in HK, I might use my dad's phone to surf while outside :D

Today Trist and Nat came my house :) COMPUTERZ0RSXZXZXZXZXZPLZZZZ
But thanks for accompanying me on the 'last' day I'm here till 11 days later XD Haha
<333

I WILL MISS PEBBLESIE D: THE BEANY BUGGY HARD GAY VEGER!!!! <3333333333
(lol, hard gay)

Nat asked me to post before going off xD While I do.
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I WILL MISS YOUU MANXZXZXZX!!!
Gawd, really feels sucky. But thinking of the shopping and crap, enlightens a little xD

I SHALL MAPLE

IRRITATED BY FAGGOTS IN MAPLE. ALL THE BLOODY KSERS AND MAP RAIDERS.
THE PRIESTS WHO USE SHINING RAY *SHINE* BUH BYE MASSIVE SPAWN.
THE BISHOPS THAT USE GENESIS IN FRONT OF ME. SUURE, SHOWOFFS.
THE REALLY PISSING ME OFF CHIEF BANDIT KEEP USING HIS SMELLY SKILL, (BOT I THINK) AND CONTINUE TO KS ME, DEPSITE MY IRRITATED WORDS.
THE FIRE/POISON MAGE USE EXPLOSION *BOOM* DIE
C'MON, EVEN ICE/LIGHTNING MAGES SUCKS SOMETIMES. FREAKIN ICE STRIKE AND BOOM.

EFF OFF SMELLY PEOPLE.

Will continue posts later. kthnxbai.
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SMELLY EDIT:

Hai, I'm back, from mapling. I'm defrag-ing my hardisk now, it's freakin laggy in there. Hope it helps @_@
There's band tomorrow, dreaded..horror. !@#$%^&*()_
BAH! WHAT DAY IS IT I LOST TRACK. ))):
Cao lag.
BAM NOISE TOGETHER WHEN DIE, always scare people one.

!@#$%^& 6 more lvls to 3rd job. Impossible task to be lvl 70 by the end of the holidays. SRSLY, WHY MUST MAPLESEA BAN HONG KONG IP. I WANTED TO PLAY WHILE BEING THERE!!! DDDDDD<

Today Nat and Jiaer came. Com playing again, duh :x

TWIITZXZX IISH ALWAESS 0NLIINEEE BUGGY
I HATE HER.
SHE'S A FREAKIN AHLIAN, TWIT.
SHE DOESN'T ADMIT SHE'S AHLIAN.
"I NOT AHLIAN LUHHS! TT"

Zzzzz..so ticked off -.-

Haha, really so sian la. Am currently using my dad's phone to surf the net. :D at home also sian ahs, maple dunno why so boring today, went to other characters to try to cure my boredom but like, zzz didnt help.

I bought two new WII games, am out now for dinner so maybe I'll play those then when I get back. :/ Zzz...

Gah, the food will take long, damn, hungryyyyy...

Yesterday I chiong maple then now maybe sianzz..leveled to 63, slept at one xD Lolz 8D
7 more levels to 70, third job, damn, long long way to go lahhhh.

Plus this keyboard is damn hard to type lah. Boog.
Day 3.... ):

Maybe I shall end now or something lol, very xin ku type leh, lols.

HAI.
I can finally download and install maple on my com, YESTERDAY. Ya, I lazy update, poo hahaha.

I CAN GOT MY NEW CASH SHOP KIA LOOK ON! I look like a twit, okay. Ew, I typed tit just now xDDDD Strangely, my items expire on the 5:24PM again o_o Was it a coincidence?

By the way I leveled, I'm so happy. Haven't leveled in 123489431564679820340 days. Mwahahaha, I'll probably only reach lvl 63 by the end of this year. Sigh...cant really chiong next year ): BOOO. My dream of 3rd job is far far away...

Band tomorrow, POOPCAKES. NO FUN LIAO.
Because you fly away.
Sigh...I should sleep. I guai kia nowadays, sleep either 11 or 12. GOOD YOU KNOW?? :)

okthnxbai. :O

BWEEEE.
TO HELL MY FREAKIN' LOUSY INTERNET OR WHATEVER CAUSED IT LIKE MOST PROBABLY THE STUPID NEW MAPLE PATCH THAT CAUSED IT. I AM STILL LAGGING AND DCING FOR 1000 DECADES ALREADY. SO I HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE NEW PATCH ARRVIES? SURE, NEXT 100 YEARS. I FREAKIN' WANT TO HAVE 3RD JOB LE LA. I WANT ORBIS PQ LA. I WANT EXP LA. WA LAOOOOOO

something was here and it disappeared. SWEET.

I baked coookies today :O Peanut Butter, I think they are meant to be soft? They aren't crunchy but aw dang. xD They aren't inedible plzzzzzzz. -_-"

Hahhahahaahhaa I'm missing out the 2x exp again :D Oh wait, when is the event over? I think this' the last week or something. Talking about this pisses me off.

So what do I do nowadays?
SMELLY TEEVEE LIE IN BED ALL DAY (sounds wrong) AND WATCH TV. WHOLE DAY. NOTHING TO DO WHAT. SMELLY MAPLE ALSO DONT LET SINGAPORE PLAY MAPLEGLOBAL. I ONLY MANAGE TO INSTALL THAT BUT NO POINT. CANT PLAY OVER HERE. POOPYDAWG.

I'm obviously losing the fanart contest 8D

CAN YOU SEE THIS? CAN YA? CAN YA? CAN YA? 8D

what's with the random smses nowadays, dood?
EEE YOU DELETE YOUR TAGBOARD DD: